How we both met and admit each other? This is a question i have been answered to my friends and relatives so many times. But not sure whether i have given a genuine answer to anybody. Because the answer is even not clear to me. This is purely NOT LOVE IN FIRST SIGHT. I do believe in it but ours was not so. I do remember the day we met first. There is nothing unusual happened like a thunder, rain as seen in movies ;). It was a common meeting; He came to help us in our college project.
My first thought "Daivama ethina kondu valla project nadakumo?". First time true confession from my side. He told in his mind (we were a group of 4 girls) "Eh penpillaruda kootatha anallo njan padipikendathu. Enikku pani akumo?" (He told me when once I asked. Hope it was his right confession. Ofcourse added statement "Jeevithakalam muzhuvan ayittu pani akum ennu vicharichilla ;)" ). How this first meeting turned to what we are now is the big question. He was not a person of my choice (in any angle). There was not a proposal happened for me or him to remember. But we got the tag of "LOVERS" which we gradually accepted. That is the real truth. But I don't think we both got a chance to enjoy as lovers. He is the same person who was busy with his computer related works but lazy in his personal stuffs that time too. Of course i changed started expecting more from him and since it was not happening start the fight between us.
Gradually we both got married. I don't think, now its been 6 years married, we ever had a time of our own. We both were busy in our professional life and i think we paid very less attention to our personal life. Everything except the fight increased day by day. I fight with my husband 24/7. I will be so happy whenever he says he is going for a conference. Since i feel relieved from cooking and wish to have my personal time and be relaxed. Years passed by and we are blessed with a baby girl. Initially felt everything as new and excited but later on felt frustrated with the daily routine of diaper changes, late night wake up, feeding and managing keeping stuffs organized.
As usual the turn for my husband's conference came and initially i thought i am going to get my own space as before and was happy. But this time i felt everything unusual. Responsibilities increased and no time for own space or relaxations. But this time in the frustrations of diaper change and late night wake up; strange feeling of missing my husband and our regular fights i can feel. Everything change after having a baby. I admit the fact the bond between husband and wife increase after a baby is born. Our sweet lil angel has replaced both of our life responsibilities and priorities. And it don't have any replacement or backup. I am literally waiting for my husband to be back. Of course i know why responsibilities don't get reduce but the support makes me feel the comfort and confidence to do my make it.
I love the presence of my husband and daughter and realize happy moments with them are my relaxation. Waiting for your return my dear !!! Miss you so much.
LOVE is not a feeling which gets noticed only by told; it gets more meaningful once you can really feel it !!!
My first thought "Daivama ethina kondu valla project nadakumo?". First time true confession from my side. He told in his mind (we were a group of 4 girls) "Eh penpillaruda kootatha anallo njan padipikendathu. Enikku pani akumo?" (He told me when once I asked. Hope it was his right confession. Ofcourse added statement "Jeevithakalam muzhuvan ayittu pani akum ennu vicharichilla ;)" ). How this first meeting turned to what we are now is the big question. He was not a person of my choice (in any angle). There was not a proposal happened for me or him to remember. But we got the tag of "LOVERS" which we gradually accepted. That is the real truth. But I don't think we both got a chance to enjoy as lovers. He is the same person who was busy with his computer related works but lazy in his personal stuffs that time too. Of course i changed started expecting more from him and since it was not happening start the fight between us.
Gradually we both got married. I don't think, now its been 6 years married, we ever had a time of our own. We both were busy in our professional life and i think we paid very less attention to our personal life. Everything except the fight increased day by day. I fight with my husband 24/7. I will be so happy whenever he says he is going for a conference. Since i feel relieved from cooking and wish to have my personal time and be relaxed. Years passed by and we are blessed with a baby girl. Initially felt everything as new and excited but later on felt frustrated with the daily routine of diaper changes, late night wake up, feeding and managing keeping stuffs organized.
As usual the turn for my husband's conference came and initially i thought i am going to get my own space as before and was happy. But this time i felt everything unusual. Responsibilities increased and no time for own space or relaxations. But this time in the frustrations of diaper change and late night wake up; strange feeling of missing my husband and our regular fights i can feel. Everything change after having a baby. I admit the fact the bond between husband and wife increase after a baby is born. Our sweet lil angel has replaced both of our life responsibilities and priorities. And it don't have any replacement or backup. I am literally waiting for my husband to be back. Of course i know why responsibilities don't get reduce but the support makes me feel the comfort and confidence to do my make it.
I love the presence of my husband and daughter and realize happy moments with them are my relaxation. Waiting for your return my dear !!! Miss you so much.
LOVE is not a feeling which gets noticed only by told; it gets more meaningful once you can really feel it !!!
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